My Mom called me up drunk, today. I immediately thought about you. She’s been drinking her problems away for as long as I can remember. I avoid my phone at a certain time of night, it’s just wise that I do. That may sound wrong, but I do not like any negativity in my space right before I go to bed.
And those calls always breed negativity. I hope you’ll find the sweet dreams you need soon. Healing is a process. Minute by minute. Hour by hour. Day by day, you’ll find that the bottle won’t be needed anymore, at least not for this.