I was supposed to be dead and gone 3 times. 3. I do not talk about it much at all, but I find that miraculous. You are breathing for a reason and none of us can tell you why, neither can you.
It seems asinine of me to say, “hang in there,” but you are doing something you must because with each obstacle I have read about, you have taken it head on.
Please take care. You are welcome.