Like, now…

“I can’t hardly wait to be through with you.” ©N’Dambi

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I am hanging —

Hanging

Suspended,

There is no peace in this place.

I have found silence, but no peace. That is nonsensical.

It Makes No Sense.

But, you are not moved by my current stagnancy. You are alive with vigor and want. Wanting me to leave, but stay.

STAY, BUT LEAVE

LEAVE, BUT NOT MOVE SO QUICKLY.

I am a fast walker. I have no business slowing down. There are many places that require my presence, so I must get to where I am going in TIME.

And, since TIME is always pressing at me, I find it best to keep it

SATISFIED.

You are curious in seeing my downfall,

You pray against me. Evil in your laugh, pain in your eyes, heartache all over your

SWEET FACE

And, I am eager to linger in your presence for moments incapable of being captured on film. There’s no flash bright enough for our darkness.

We Will Crumble

And, with the crumbling, comes a present full of side-steps, avoiding each other, ignoring phone calls, and denying truths.

CRUSHED

In seconds —

Yet, I fall back into a place of sweet regret. It is your eyes. I am home in them. Swaying peacefully, conjuring up ecstasy that always gets the best of me.

But, not today.

Today, I am yearning to lose you.

LIKE, NOW.

And, not a moment later.

Author’s Note: I had N’Dambi’s “Can’t Hardly Wait” on repeat. I am honored to have the following writers to read: Ezinne Ukoha, Richard Palmquist, Anusha Murthy, Michael Holuj, j.s.lamb, & S Lynn Knight.

I am more than breath & bones. I am nectar in waiting. “You write like a jagged, beautiful dream.” ©Martha Manning •https://acorneredgurl.com

I am more than breath & bones. I am nectar in waiting. “You write like a jagged, beautiful dream.” ©Martha Manning •https://acorneredgurl.com