You know this…

I do not answer my phone past a certain time at night. It has become one with something happening with one of my brothers or my Mom and I like falling asleep not angry, so… avoidance is best. Reading this, an ache struck me that I just cannot let go. I really hope… for everyone’s sake that your brother does not take it any further.

I feel like the edge is near and he will really be sorry. Family… family can make you lose your mind then wonder how you went “plum fool”.

Peace, Alexainie. I am sorry.